My longing
I thought
It is my longing for God
That brought me where I am.
Now I know better.
It is God,
Longing for me.
I know,
It is not my body that is me,
But also my body
Is His longing.
I thought:
my sadness is unimportant,
..Leave it behind.
But also my sadness
Is His longing.
Adrian. 5.6.98.



